God tells you to.. SHUT UP!

Baru liat a special "MTV'S Staying Alive" presentation.

a summit with young people from countries that are greatly affected by the HIV-Aids pandemic.

One of the panelists was a Cardinal from one of the African countries.

G tau kalo the catholic church doesn't promote the use of condoms. Tetep aja gue ga ngerti setelah semua yang sudah terjadi all the statistics and facts yang sudah tersedia, mereka tetep ajah don't want to bug off their stands.

And i know, ini bkn hanya pendapat the catholic church aja. muslim2 juga kayak gitu.

Aneh.

kenapa yah,orang-orang yg seemed to know all that is good and bad in the world,and in religions, ga bisa ngeliat all the facts.

almost all of the young people in the world has sex. excluding a very few minorities (i.e me) .

Kenapa ga diajarin sex-ed yang bener? and i'm not talking about where do babies come from!

kasi tau kek soal sex diseases, apa yang akan terjadi kalo lo practice unsafe sex, ajarin soal gimana cara make kondom, ngedapetin birth-control pills darimana aja. Kalo lo dah terjangkit penyakit sex ato hamil, lo musti ngapain, options apa aja yg lo bisa lakuin, kalo lo ngerasa belum mampu untuk ngurus seorang bayi, kasitau kek kalo lo tuh bisa kasih buat adopsi, lo bisa aborsi.

kasi tau juga walaupun lo pake kondom ato birth-control pills, bukan brarti lo immune from all of those things, there are still chances that you would still get them.

Orang -orang yang ga tau tuh mustinya diajarin, dieducated. bukan dinasehatin,bkn didakwahin.

Lo ngedakwah apa gunanya? tetep aja org akan ngelakuin, malah akan lebih parah,ngelakuin secara bebas, karna mereka ga ada info yg bener,karna semua hal itu is something you're not supposed to talk about. it's taboo.

gue tuh rasanya pengen ngumpulin semua pendeta,pastur,pandita,ulama,semua a'a..

mo gue teriakin "jgn mimpi. this is the real world.belajar dong!!!!jg ngepreach soal surga ajah!!! kita skrg idup didunia!!!kasitau dong gimana cara bisa idup baik dan jujur di sini!!!!kalo soal nanti disurga, itu mah kita sendiri ajah yg ngurusin!!!mo kita msk neraka ato surga,lo ga usah pikiran!!"

Kadang2 gue suka berpikiran su-uzon,semua penasehat agama tuh sebetulnya tolol.

giliran nanya soal hidup, soal seks, jawabannya kayak langsung condemn gitu.

"seks diluar nikah itu tidak boleh,minum itu tidak boleh!"

ditanya kenapa, jawabannya"cause it said so in the qur'an/bible/etc".

mboknya jawab kek, kalo ditanya soal seks,"kalian tau ga knapa seks ga boleh taken for granted?why u can't have unsafe sex? karena resiko terjangkit penyakit seperti HIV/AIDS sangat tinggi!kalian juga bisa hamil,which i know, you young people are not yet prepared for.!!"

jawabnya tuh pake common sense donk!!!jg nakutin!!!!

Terus giliran cerita soal org2 (yg gue rasa rata2 fiktif) yg terjangkit aids,hamil di luar nikah, bagaimana menderitanya dia,bagaimana dikecamnya disociety.

cara ceritanya langsung kayak ngerendahin tuh orang, which i fuckin hate. pasti akan selalu ada ngomong gini "itu karena dia tidak mengikuti ajaran agama,you see what god do to people who doesn't abide his rules?"

KISS MY FUCKIN ARSE YOU SORBAN WEARING HATEFUL,GREEDY SO CALLED WISE-FUCKING MEN!!!

Lo ngerasa lo tuh adil,padahal lo tuh org2 ter-bias diantara kita,paling ga open minded, yg lo pikirin tuh gimana caranya msk sorga doang,padahal lo msh hidup disini.didunia. cuman bisa zikir, sholat,baca al quran 24 jam. ketemunya ma santri2 doang, choir boys,etc. ga pernah mau buka mata lo, everything is not as black and white as it seemed.

There are lots of grey areas.

FYI, g bukan atheis, g org beragama, i believe in god,sins,pahala, and the whole crap.

g percaya ada surga dan neraka,g percaya semua yg g lakuin selama ini bakal ditimbang pada saatnya nanti.

but that's just it. all that i've done, all the sins that i've done and will do,semuanya tanggung jawab gue, bukan lo, bukan temen2 gue, tapi g yg tanggung jawab.

g ga percaya kalo org yg ga beragama, brarti don't know the difference between what is right and what is wrong.

ini semua tergantung dari intelligence and common sense kita masing2. walaupun kita udah tau that it's wrong, it's up to us whether we'd do it or not.

Makanya gue ga pernah mendapat kepuasan dalam mendengarkan para pemimpin agama berbicara dan berdakwah.

Karena menurut gue, apa yang mereka omongin, ga ada substance sama sekali sama yang gue tanyakan,yg gue cari.

Dari A'A Gym, A'a yg laen, pendeta2 yg suka ada di rcti tiap minggu, they all are preaching one bullshit after another.

ngomong kayak ga idup didunia ajah, ga relevan sama masalah2 yg ada. setiap topik selalu balik ke ayat2 yg ada di kitab masing2. ga pake logika kalo ngomong, kayak semua masalah bisa diselesaikan dengan solat/ikut misa,baca alquran/injil dan bertobat.

ga ada clergys (at least here) yg kyknya bisa diajak diskusi. g bisa ngebayangin kalo mereka ditawarin writing an op-ed column in some newspaper, apa yg bakal mereka tulis (i.e ; "God condemn this, according to God, The prophets says...").

p.s : untuk istrinya A'A Gym.. walopun i know you perhaps in a million years wouldn't even know this blog exist, bisa ga lo punya opini sendiri aja? topik apa aja deh, istri musih masak kek, tentang ngasuh anak kek, bisa ga sama ga sih pendapatnya?don't be a doormat, i know you're much intelligent than that.